Tuesday night he slept over. We didn’t have class on Wednesday. The night before we were studying in the library and having a grand ol’ time until the weekend came up.
He said that he was really hurt about some of the things I said, which included pondering having sex with another guy. I was blacked out, and I don’t even remember.
I asked him if I was in friend zone now, and he told me that I haven’t been in friend zone since the first day I care to his house. (Wish I knew this)
Then, I dropped him off at his house, and asked him for a kiss. He declined and I became really angry. He told me that we would talk when I got home.
I asked him if he wants to do this anymore, if he still likes me anymore, if he thinks differently of me because I said dumb shit when I was drunk.
He said no… he just needs time. He never said he didn’t want anything.
I told him if he continues to push away, I’ll eventually leave. And he called me a million times until I answered.
We had a short convo.
The next day, I was trying to have an excuse to see him, so I asked him to bring me some food. He did, late at night. He slept over, and we didn’t have sex.
The next morning, he went home. Maybe an hour or two after, he called me and asked me to go to the mall with him to pick out a suit for the UN eboard. Then go to his house and help him clean his room.
I said yes, and I was helping him pick a suit out… kinda like his girlfriend or something. Lol
He picked one out, and will go get the other one on Friday.
Then we went to his house, his room was ungodly. He said it was because No females have been in there (mainly referring to me since he’s been at my house most of the time)
We cleaned, watched Absentia.. and sex happened.
God he’s so amazing in every way. Intellectually, physically, sexually, he can work on the emotional part a little… he tends to not show much.
I would’ve stayed over if I didn’t have physics lecture at 8:45 am. He did FaceTime call me this morning, and we talked about Random Show (I think). He told me to check my glucose, and told me how cold it was in his room because he usually clings to me when we’re sleeping because I’m warm.
But, possibly this weekend I’ll stay over for one or two nights. Who knows? Depends on how far I get with my work.
I’m starting to notice that he’s acting more like he likes me now then he did before. Before, he was a little standoffish. It seemed like he was cautious.
There’s a connection there. I can’t truly explain it… it’s just there. I don’t know. I just find that he meets all of my needs in every category of need.
He really listens to me and the things I say. He remembers a lot. I’m not used to men that don’t just want to have sex wth me, but want to know things about me.
I’m just really happy to have him.