NBA is back bay bay

Lol I didn’t even edit it properly, but lol. Everyone thinks I’m going nuts Buddy Hield is sexy af.i just imagine him with a different personality (I don’t know buddy but he actually looks like someone I know and he’s also the same height. Way for the person I know to not make the nba. No skill. lmfao.

So wild takes… Sleeper Cinderella type Kong’s go off with my Buddy shooting like 27/26 on 3’s and dearon fox getting steals, okay.

Now… we must bow down to the goat 🐐 of basketball.

This young man, is a two time finals MVP… and people don’t realize his power. Nigga an android/robot. Cheat code to the ultra max.

This man knows how to play the mother fucking game of basketball. He’s an automatic bucket. I know he feels that way because if you’re too 5, you’re pretty good right now. Give the man a regular season MVP, but honestly, it’s the playoffs and championships that matter.

If he wins a championship in his prime again this year… he would have been walking fucking buckets. I have a feeling him and Toronto will be back soon. If they keep pascal and Kyle, he will come back.

Kawhi is in the prime of his career, and the sky is the limit. He might be like, idk, he went to college for like 2 years or something so he’s 2 years younger than me, grade wise anyway, so he’s like 28 or 29. He has one or two good chips left I think. But he could blow the NBA with PG 13. Paul George should really have a ring right now. He’s a great small forward and he’s comes back from injuries

PG is a future hall of gamer for sure. Kawai, the basketball robot?! I guess that’s what he’s always been described as to described trying to stop this man from getting a basket in. It’s hard to stop Kawhi, and what’s really good, he plays defense too!!!

We keep describing Lebron to Mike?! Nooooo. Kawhi is Mike. But he really isnt’ he’s ducking Kawhi!

So Clips vs. Raptors in the finals. It’s gonna go 7. I don’t even wanna say who. Maybe raptors in 7

Vote For Joe Biden.

For those of us who don’t know our history, don’t worry. I looked it up to tell you about it.

In 1981, there was a life threatening disease going around called the acquired immunodeficiency syndrome (AIDS). It became a pandemic with millions all over the world dying from the disease.

This disease effected what Regan considered “undesirables” (gay people, drug abusers and sex workers) so he didn’t do a thing about it. He didn’t even say the word ‘AIDS’ until his last term, when he said he would block AIDS patents from coming into the country.

Nothing was done to stop the spread of the disease until Bill Clinton came to office. For 12 years, gay people, and others effected by the disorder went to the steps of the White House to lay a quilt which represented their loved ones who died from the disorder.

Regan never attended. Bill Clinton was the first President to go and support those people.

Over 200,000 Americans died with AIDS before Clinton entered office and anything was done.

I fear the same with corona. Conservatives like to brush off pandemics because it hasn’t effected them or their families.

We need better leadership in times like these. I don’t want my love ones to struggle with this.

The only way is to vote Trump out. This is why I am reluctantly voting for Joe in November. Not matter what, you should too. Your life depends on it.

blacklivesmatter #blacktranslivesmatter #gaylivesmatter #sexworkerlivesmatter

I can’t even wear shorts

Out in the daytime, when it’s fucking 80 degrees out because I become a thirst trap to all the crusty niggas on Quail.

As much as I LOVE the attention, (who doesn’t like knowing that many men would want to bang) but, it’s really annoying. I was just getting a Mountain Dew and some brew skies for tonight. Holy shit.

But of course, no, you can’t be a curvy woman without people making it obvious that they’re hooking up with you.



Sorry I haven’t written but I haven’t had sex in a long time.

We are approaching 60 full days of this stay at home situation. I stopped watching the news so I don’t even know how many people have died from corona. But for me, it’s even more dangerous.

I wear a mask everywhere.

Stay the fuck home. Shelter in fucking place.

People won’t listen; Donald Trump is an idiot. And we’ll be on lockdown for the entire year.

Bet on it.

I’m not going to rate episode 3 of drag race because episode 4 has so many looks… it’s not even worth to judge. I’ll say my favorite was this one…

Sherry Pie’s button and Bows. But she’s disqualified for being a nasty steroid obsessed bitch. But her references are crazy. 9.

I’ll do the next episode after fashion photo review or whatever.


So me and physics had sex last night and the fucking condom broke. He gave me money to get a plan B though which I will get today. Not tryna have this virgin’s babies.

But it was decent. He needs to get better condoms.

Episode 2 looks

Rock M. Sakura

entrance look. I think this is ok. The headpiece and hair kinda blend. It’s a little too much pink. Maybe blonde hair with this look would’ve broken it up a little more. I give it a 6.

Spring Look. Totally feeling the Hairjuku fantasy! this is good! The one thing I would change would be to put something on the back of the sleeve like a pink pattern or something. But this is an 8.5
Fall look. I don’t get fall too much from this, but I like everything but the shoes. The fit of the dress and the body looks good. It reminds me of Harry Potter or something but I give this a 7.5

Dahlia Sin

Entrance. I would definitely wear this! it’s really chic and high fashion. Everything looks fierce, but one thing I may change is the hair. I would’ve done an up do, but other than that, this is an 8.
Spring. Omg, this is great. She looked so good. The complementary colors really make this look pop. Her ass in this was perfect! I give it an 8.
Fall. 🙌🏾 I can see this coming down the runway for fashion week. Omg that hair!! Goddamn! 9.5

Jan (Sport)

I don’t really like this. It looks a little cheap like a dress I can get from Delia’s or something. I give it a 5 because her makeup is sensational. I don’t like the outfit or her hair.
Spring. I really don’t like this at all. You can tell the hair is a wig, and the top part of the dress is so plain. I give it a 4.
Now… this she is serving it! The color is great, but I wish she had green shoes or something to break up the black underneath. I’ll give her a 7.

Jaida Essence Hall

It’s a woman! Omg she is slaying with the off shoulder silhouette. The color is great. I love the hair and the makeup is perfect. I’ll give her an 8.5.
Now this is fierce but I have one issue… the tights cut the toes out of the tights so we don’t see a biscuit basket for a toe. But the cut outs and the silhouette look great on her. That hair is amazing too. I’ll give her an 8.
Fall. This however is underwhelming. It fits her well, but not very exciting. I’ll give it a 6.5.

Aiden Zhane

Entrance. Meh. This shows her point of view but you will see in the rest of her looks that she wears this fucking wig way too much. The vest thing is fierce. I’ll giver her a 5.5
Spring. I actually liked this. It’s super cute. I can totally see myself wearing this in the spring. But again, the fucking wig. She could’ve done a short wig like that in a blonde color or something. Maybe a brighter lipstick… something. I give it a 6.5
Fall. Again, the fucking wig. But the shall thing is just really ugly. I like the colors she used though. The socks/shoes are… um.. weird and the fact that she only has a body suit underneath. It looks unfinished. I’ll give it a 5.

Tulle runway

This was probably my favorite tulle runway. The silhouette was great. And that makeup is amazing. She looked large except in the waist, the waist is synched! I give this a 9
I do not like her hair with this. The makeup wasn’t great either, you can see her 5 O’clock shadow. There’s also a lot in the front and nothing in the back. I give this a 5.5
I get what she was trying to do with the double entendre. The shoes are cute and the earrings. I wish the hair was different. I give it a 7.
This dress is gorgeous! Her face is BEAT! The color is perfect. I’ll give it a 9.
I’m so glad she wore a different wig (finally) the dress is ok. It’s a princess style dress. The color is meh, ok. Her makeup is always wicked! I’ll give it a 7.

Looks Episode 1

Ok, now that I talked about that… let’s rate the looks…

Brita filter

I like the colors of this, and the shoes! ❤️😍 girl. Her shape is on point. I have no complaints about it, I’d give it a 7,5
This was her spring runway look. The gown was beautiful. It had a rule insert that detaches. I liked the wig. It just wasn’t anything different. I give it a 5
fall look. I didn’t really like this at all. The hair was weird, the dress was… meh. Not runway worthy. I give it a 4.5

Nicky Doll

I like this look. Very Gautier inspired. Nicky is French so you can see the reference. I wish she wore a red shoe instead of a white shoe. I like the head piece and the hair. I give it an 8.
Spring look. I do not like the hair with this outfit. Her makeup is flawless. I love the colors… except that hair. I give it an 8.
This is chic as fuck. I love this look. It’s super androgynous and reminds me of an actual runway look. The hair, makeup and accessories go so well. This gets a 9.5

Widow Von’Du

Girllllllll, she betta du!! I was gagged. Her body (for a big girl) looked so good! Small waist, big behind, shapely. She’s sparkling in black too, which is hard to do! I give this a 7.
Spring. I liked this look on her. The color blocking is sexy! And the details, there’s a yellow swimsuit underneath the neoprene and yellow shoes! The hair is so cute. I give it an 8.5
Fall. I fucking LOVED this. I would wear something like this. When she first came out, it was a dress and she revealed a pants suit with a peplum. I love that neutral color and the wig went well with it. I kinda wish her eye make up was different, but this was good! I give it a 8

Jackie Cox

I’ve seen Jackie before on an episode of What Would You Do? She’s really campy and pulls her references from a lot of places. Mainly period looks. However, I do not like this at all. I get the mousecateer thing, but..I don’t like it. I give it a 4.
Spring. I love the retro glam. I could see myself wearing this too. It’s so cute! I like the green boots (but I’ve seen gear wear them in other looks). Her hair is everything! I give it a 7.5
Fall. I now see her point of view. Really high fashion ‘70s chic. The details here also… the orange lining and orange gloves. The yellow jacket and headband. I wish we could see her makeup. But I give this a 7.

Heidi N. Closet

Oh gosh. How do I even rate this… this is not a good look in my opinion. It looks like an old pimp’s coat converted into a business outfit. Her make up is not popping out as anything special. The hair is boring. I give it a 4,5
I do not like this at all. The makeup again is crunchy. The head piece was not stable and fell off. It was very tacky. I give it a 2.5.
This silhouette is everything! I love the hair with it too. She could lose the choker and those shoes aren’t my favorite. I give it a 6.

Gigi Goode

This is stunning. I totally see her point of view with this look. It’s really high fashion/editorial. I love the hair, and those boots… I need me a pair. I give this a 9.5
I can already tell that this is a put together queen. I’m feeling the motorcycle bitch fantasy! I love the color blocking, and the hair is cute. I give it an 8.5
I can tell that Gigi thinks of her looks as different characters she’s playing. The S&M equestrian is cute. I love the cut outs and pasties on the tartan. The color is cool. I give it a 7.5

Crystal Methyd

I like this! She’s obviously giving clown real ness. I look forward to her other looks, but I’ll give this a 6.5
I don’t really like this hair that much. I think a lavender wig may have pull this together a bit more, the mug is PAINTED GIRL!! but I will give this a 7.
This was my favorite fall look. The Freddy Kruger chic is it. I want that sweater! I need that sweater! The face is lovely. And the hair was made out of bandages! So good. 9.5

Sparkle runway:

Like I mentioned before, she pulls off a nice silhouette. Knows how to shape her body. The look is just really plain and a little boring. I’ll give it a 5.5.
This is also kinda plain. Though I love the shoulder piece. It’s beautiful. I just don’t like anything from the shoulder down. It looks unfinished. A corset and body suit should not be worn on the runway, her hair and makeup were gorgeous though. I’ll give it a 6.5
I love this! For a big girl she is serving it! I love the shape. How her hair matches the shoes and the eyeshadow. It’s really pretty. I give this a 9.
I don’t get the reference but I guess it’s from valley of the dolls. Idk, I love the accessories. And it’s nice to see Jackie not in a boot. I’ll give it a 7.
The dress is absolutely gorgeous. BUT… there are some problems with this look. The hair and makeup. They are not looking good, or matching the outfit. It cheapens it. I will give her a 4.5
For Gigi, I think this really fits her well and it’s beautifully made. I just don’t understand the helmet… I wish she gave us a slick back ponytail or short cut or something. The makeup is nice and the styling is great. I’ll give it an 8.
She’s giving me Him from the powderpuff girls. I love the idea. Her body looks great. The makeup is good. It looks a little like her spring look makeup. I don’t think the boots match. Maybe a thigh high boot might’ve helped a little. I’ll give it a 7.5

I will rate last episodes looks and the runway looks next week.

Why I want Crystal to be promoted to top 3

So after I made my choices, I looked at spoilers.

Look at how stunning her makeup and outfit is. She’s fierce!!

So there’s drama for season 12. Before Yesterday’s episode, we learned that Sherry Pie was disqualified from drag race for doing some nigga shit.

Crystal apparently made it to top 4. So if Sherry is disqualified… GIVE MY BITCH THE CROWN HOE!!


When we fuck tomorrow, I want to be able to express how I’m feeling at that moment, PERIODT!

I want to tell him how good he’s making me feel. How close he is. How good he is. He’s revealed that he wants that from his partner. He’s the kind that needs the ego boost.

So if we fuck tomorrow… I will fulfill all of that. I’ll tell him how much I enjoy it and how much I don’t want him to stop. Etc. etc.

I have to be louder and more emotive. I’ll try. It’s hard when the roommates are home. I just want to let him know when he rocks my fucking world.

I think he’s going to come out with us this weekend. I hope he does. He’s so fun.

We’ll see.

Awww my poor baby

The physics had a tragedy. I kinda feel sad for him. It’s like hey, Happy Birthday! Oh by the way, someone you’re really close to will also die.

I haven’t seen him in over a month too! So hopefully I’ll get to see him sometime this weekend. Fuck, I got a busy weekend ahead.

God damn.

So in my morning class all I could do is imagine having sex with my classmate (that was not in that class). I tried to pay attention, but I kept thinking of different shit we could do.

Then, I walk out of class and guess who I bump into. I really bumped him though.

He was talking to this gay kid that I’m sure has a huge crush on him. We’ve talked about it before. But… I wanna fuck the classmate.